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    Friday, October 15th, 2004
    3:05 pm
    I know it's a couple of days to late, but whatever, it's so fuckin' horrible I just had to post it.


    THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
    October 12, 1998




    Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
    Listen to the don'ts.
    Listen to the shouldn'ts,
    The impossibles, the won'ts.
    Listen to the never haves,
    Then listen close to me ...
    Anything can happen, child.
    Anything can be.

    ~ Shel Silverstein


    Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

    What will you do to end the silence?

    Click here to post this on your own page or weblog


    Current Mood: sad
    Current Music: Marilyn Manson - Put a spell on you
    Tuesday, September 28th, 2004
    5:31 pm
    which Harry Potter character will be your rival? by Cheermione
    Name
    house
    your rival isCho Chang
    Quiz created with MemeGen!




    Hell yeah!!^_^

    also, I'm gonna see Slipknot!!!I RULE!!!!!^____^

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: The Kristet Utseende - ? (yes it's acutally called that LOL)
    Saturday, July 31st, 2004
    4:22 am
    I AM NOW MAKING MY JOURNAL TO FRIENDS ONLY.
    Comment to be added to my friends list...^_^.
    //Z.

    Current Mood: happy
    Friday, July 30th, 2004
    9:36 pm
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    Category IX - The
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    Sorry, but people will usually try to avoid you,
    and it's definitely not just your cologne...


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    yeah, that was unexpected..not...

    Current Mood: blank
    Current Music: Infinite Mass - The Thief
    Monday, July 26th, 2004
    10:44 pm
    Look at my new pretty icon!!

    Current Mood: happy
    11:36 am
    Stealing from Katy http://www.livejournal.com/users/elethoniel/ who stole it from someone else LOL

    The \\\\
    Last Cigarette:about 1 hour ago
    Last Alcoholic Drink:8 days ago I think
    Last Car Ride:2 days ago
    Last Kiss:9 days ago..or 8..whatever
    Last Good Cry:Can't remember.long time ago.
    Last Library Book:Artemis Fowl 3
    Last book bought:have no idea...might have been the fifth harry potter book in swedish
    Last Book Read:"..And I don't want to live this life"
    Last Movie Seen in Theatres:Harry Potter!
    Last Movie Rented:I haven't rented a movie in such a long time..might have been "Finding Nemo"
    Last Cuss Word Uttered:English: Fuck Swedish: kuk
    Last Beverage Drank:Water
    Last Food Consumed:baguettes, yesterday
    Last Crush:Dunno...no seriously I don't know
    Last Phone Call:to dad this morning
    Last TV Show Watched:"VH1 rocks"
    Last Time Showered:40 minutes ago
    Last Shoes Worn:black converse
    Last CD Played:Serious Ska
    Last Item Bought:A package of cigarettes
    Last Download:Manson - Golden Years
    Last Annoyance:my stomach keeps hurting..
    Last Disappointment:he didn't send me an SMS..
    Last Soda Drank:Cola
    Last Thing Written:Cola LOL
    Last Key Used:my house key probably
    Last Words Spoken:well the last thing I said was when I screamed "take your hatred out on me" when I listened to "Tourniquet" by manson..does that count?lol
    Last Sleep:this morning..
    Last Ice Cream Eaten:raspberry/vanilla
    Last Chair Sat In:the one I'm sitting in(on?) right now.
    Last Webpage Visited:Helgon.net

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    Age: 15.
    Gender: Female.
    Gay/Straight/Bi: I dunno..straight until proven otherwise lol
    Hair: Short dark brown + half long red.I'm going for synthdreads soon.woho!
    Eyes: blue
    Drink? yep
    Smoke? yep, but I'm gonna quit.
    Drugs? No
    Vegetarian/Vegan/Meat-eater: Demi Vegetarian.I don't eat meat or bird but I do eat fish
    Stolen anything? eyeliners,lipstick,candy and so on.
    Make up: eyeliner
    Piercings/tattoos: just in my ears, and I never wear earrings.want my eyebrow,nose and lip though..
    Boyfriend/Girlfriend: "Use me like I was a whore, relationships are such a bore.Delete the ones that you've fucked."
    Crush: Nope
    Music: I'm having a manson period again.WOHO!
    Colours: Black,dark red,white and pink.
    Sport? 100 metre slacking!
    School: I DON'T WANNA START A NEW SCHOOL!!!
    Reading/Writing? reading "..And I don't want to live this life" again right now.i love it. Writing?nah, maybe later.
    Animals: yeeeeah!my ickle kittie!!Aw I adore her!
    Sex? Sure, why not.
    Language: Swedish and english.
    Open-minded? I hope I am..
    Secrets: I've got some
    Alone or surrounded by people? depends on what mood I'm in..
    Physical appearance: Pale,pretty and pissed off ^_~
    Religious? Nope
    Food: God, yes please I'm so damn hungry!haven't eaten in 15 hours soon
    Self-destruction? what?no comments.
    Love: sucks ass.i don't do love.

    Current Mood: hungry
    Current Music: Marilyn Manson - user friendly
    Sunday, July 25th, 2004
    12:57 pm
    Mum asked me if I had lost weight today, she said I looked thinner..^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

    Current Mood: happy
    Current Music: Orgy - Stitches
    Wednesday, July 21st, 2004
    12:57 am
    just ignore the last post.

    "Also, I think knives are a good idea. Big, fuck-off shiny ones. Ones that look like they could skin a crocodile. Knives are good, because they don’t make any noise, and the less noise they make, the more likely we are to use them. Shit ’em right up. Makes it look like we’re serious. Guns for show, knives for a pro."
    12:25 am
    God why can't someone just kill me. I can't cope with this.
    not me, not my moodswings. I can't live here. I need to move.
    London, castle, vampires I don't care just get me out of here.
    I keep snapping at my mom and I don't want to. I'm sorry.
    I hate this, I hate me, I hate this i hate this i hate this.
    And no one cares that I'm back or that I had a great time.

    And no, this post is not made to get any fuckin' sympathy.
    I gotta sleep, this doesn't make sense..
    Tuesday, July 20th, 2004
    11:48 pm
    And then you see it.White shores. And beyond, the far green country, under a swift sunrise.

    You know what I want my paradise to look like?
    I want it to be huge and I'll live in a really big castle made of stone.
    It'll have a million rooms with velvet curtains and big,wooden beds
    with bedposts.
    And I..I dunno...where the FUCK is Kevin when you need him?!

    Current Mood: confused
    Current Music: Jack off jill - covet
    Sunday, July 18th, 2004
    6:44 pm
    I'm home again.
    Arvika was so SO SO much fun and I can't wait to see the pics I've taken!
    The best consert was deffinatley Kraftwerk, they're so cool!
    And Cradle of Filth were great to. Dani was so damn hot it wasn't even funny!
    Though I didn't watch them for 1 hour 'cause..I was busy with..other things...
    which was making out with Anders. really cute guy..he started talking to me and Helena when we were waiting for Cradle..he had a girlfriend though..baaaad guy he is lol
    Ah well that's not really my problem is it?What she doesn't know doesn't hurt her.
    Thing is she came to Arvika yesterday..no fun, I only met him once all day and I just waved at him and said goodbye this morning.Ah well who gives a flying fuck anyway?
    I went to Skinny Puppy with him to but they sucked so we went back to the camping again.And Helena was pretty drunk + she had a cold so I spent the night in Anders tent instead...^_^
    The bad thing was that I was drunk to so I forgot his name in the morning.
    I'm such a slut LOL and to make me even more slutty, the day I got there I made out with some other guy.but that does not count because it was like one kiss.ha.

    to tired to write more here.I want a sticker to log on.I'm bored.
    And before you say anything Kim, I know , bad Zarah LOL

    Current Mood: Tired and happy
    Current Music: Kraftwerk - Computerlove
    Wednesday, July 14th, 2004
    11:05 am
    Ok guys, I'm leaving now..
    I'll be back on Sunday ^_^
    Also, here's all the bands I'm gonna see(no I'm not gonna see all of them..but some..)
    http://www.arvikafestivalen.se/tiki-galaxen_bands.php
    I CAN'T WAIT!!!!
    They have a techno tent..YAY...someone needs to hit me with something soon lol
    I'll miss you all!!
    //Z.
    xoxoxo

    Current Mood: nervous and happy
    Current Music: Sex Pistols - Anarchy in the UK
    Monday, July 12th, 2004
    1:08 pm
    Someone please shoot me, or lock me in a room or something because I'm going insane here.
    I really REALLY feel like going to a rave.ME! on a fuckin' RAVE!
    The really sad part is that I'm sitting herel istening to all these stupid Techno/Trance songs which I find to be Really good!


    K I L L M E N O W!!!


    http://www.gothornot.com/?voteforme=Cherrygash

    Sorry, but it was such a stupid site so I just had to register.LOL
    Right now I'm 37% goth or something LOL

    Current Mood: and annoyed
    Current Music: Galaxee - Lullaby
    Friday, July 9th, 2004
    4:25 pm
    No one at FF wants to do Manson LJ icons or FF avies for me! I think I might eat someone alive soon.
    Also, I'm bored.boredboredbored.
    Me, nancy and helena were gonna get drunk today but helena changed her mind, and to be honest I don't mind 'cause I can't afford it right now.
    I need my money at Arvika next week..

    Today's courtney love's 39th birthday!^_^.

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: I'm watching a daria episode..
    Saturday, July 3rd, 2004
    4:36 pm
    ABOUT YOU

    Your full name:: Zarah Christina Karlsson
    Age:: 15(16 in October)
    Height:: 5'7
    Natural hair colour:: Brown
    Eye colour:: blue
    Number of siblings:: 0
    Glasses/contacts?:: glasses, but I want black contacts(yeah I'm a manson wannabe, so sue me!)
    Piercings:: not yet
    Tattoos:: same as above
    Braces?:: No

    FAVOURITE

    Colour:: Black,white,red,pink
    Band:: Manson,Jack Off Jill,Moonspell,Murderdolls + about 100 more..
    Song:: Right now it's 'Burn' by Manson
    Stuffed animal:: Shay!My ickle white bunny!
    Video game:: Super mario Kart! On super nintendo!lol
    TV show:: South park,family guy,simpson,powerpuff girls
    Movie:: LOTR,HP,Girl Interrupted,Natural Born Killers,Alice In wonderland
    Book:: HP,Lotr,Artemis Fowl,Alice In Wonderland,The long hard road out of hell,..And I don't want to live this life,skuggorna i spegeln,the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
    Food:: Dunno..
    Game on a cell phone:: casino wheels
    CD cover:: marilyn manson - last tour on earth
    Flower:: rose
    Scent:: Strawberry
    Animal:: Cat,dragon,unicorn
    Comic book:: Nemi,garfield
    Cereal:: none really..
    Website:: magic stick
    Cartoon:: south park,family guy,simpsons,powerpuff girls

    DO YOU

    Play an instrument?:: No, not yet
    Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: No
    Like to sing?:: Yeah, but I suck
    Have a job?:: No
    Have a cell phone?:: yeah
    Like to play sports?:: as if
    Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no
    Have a crush on someone?:: no
    Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: yes
    Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: no
    Have any special talents/skills?:: lol no
    Excercise daily?:: seriously, NO!
    Like school?:: No

    CAN YOU

    Sing the alphabet backwards?:: LMAO haven't tried but probably not
    Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: a while..
    Speak any other languages?:: yeah
    Go a day without food?:: Yeah
    Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yep
    Read music, not just tabs?:: what?
    Roll your tongue?:: lol yeah
    Eat a whole pizza?:: Sometimes..

    HAVE YOU EVER

    Snuck out of the house?:: Nope, that's impossible in this stupid house..
    Cried to get out of trouble?:: ofcourse!lol
    Gotten lost in your city?:: yeah, but I was drunk so it doesn't count..+ I was only lost for 1 minute then I remembered how to get away from there.
    Seen a shooting star?:: Yep, it's pretty
    Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yeah..
    Had a serious surgery?:: No
    Stolen something important to someone else?:: no
    Solved a rubiks cube?:: No..I've lost mine!
    Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Noo not really
    Cried over a girl?:: No
    Cried over a boy?:: yes
    Kissed a random stranger?:: Yeah..
    Hugged a random stranger?:: yeah
    Been in a fist fight?:: nope
    Been arrested?:: nah not really.
    Done drugs?:: not really
    Had alcohol?:: Yep
    Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Ew no!
    Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Maybe..
    Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
    Swore at your parents?:: How about 100 times every day?
    Been to warped tour?:: Noo..?
    Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: lol oh yeah
    Been in love?:: think so
    Been close to love?:: yeah
    Been to a casino?:: no
    Ran over an animal and killed it?:: nope..
    Broken a bone?:: no
    Gotten stitches?:: no
    Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: lol no
    Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
    Made homemade muffins?:: yeah!I rule!
    Bitten someone?:: yeah
    Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Noooo!!!~_~
    More than 5 times?:: no
    Been to niagra falls?:: no
    Burped in someones face?:: no
    Gotten the chicken pox?:: yep

    WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU

    Brushed your teeth:: yesterday
    Saw a movie in theaters:: 10th of June
    Read a book:: couple of days ago..
    Had a snow day:: 4 months perhaps..
    Had a party:: I don't have parties..I only destroy others lol
    Had a slumber party:: long time ago
    Made fun of someone:: yesterday
    Tripped in front of someone:: yesterday
    Went to the grocery store:: yesterday
    Got sick:: a while ago..
    Cursed:: 3 minutes ago..?

    PICK ONE

    Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
    Black/white:: black
    Lights on/lights off:: depends on what you're gonna do
    TV/movie:: TV
    Car/truck:: car
    Body spray/lotion:: spray
    Cash/check:: cash
    Pillows/blankets:: pillows
    Headache/stomach ache:: headache
    Paint/charcoal:: paint
    Chinese food/mexican food:: chinese
    Summer/winter:: summer
    Snow/rain:: rain
    Fog/misty:: fog
    Rock/rap:: rock
    Meat/vegetarian:: vegetarian
    Boy/girl:: again, depends on what you're gonna do
    Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
    Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles
    Cake/pie:: cake!
    French toast/french fries:: french fries
    Strawberries/blueberries:: stawberries
    Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean
    Hugs/kisses:: hugs
    Cookies/muffins:: cookies
    p33n/bewbz:: the huh what now?
    Wallet/pocket:: wallet
    Window/door:: window
    Emo/goth:: goth
    Pink/purple:: pink
    Cat/dog:: cat
    Long sleeve/short sleeve:: both
    Pants/shorts:: pants
    Winter break/spring break:: spring
    Spring/autumn:: spring
    Clouds/clear sky:: clouds
    Moon/mars:: both

    FRIENDSHIP

    How many friends do you have?:: a few
    What are their names?:: oh shut up
    Do you have a best friend?:: no
    Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yeah
    Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: girl friends
    Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yeah
    Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: we've got alot of them lol
    Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yeah
    Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: dunno really..
    Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: have no idea
    Do you miss any of your old friends?:: nah not really
    What friend have you known the longest?:: Simon
    Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yeah.
    If so, what is it?:: fuck off
    How often do you spend time with your friends?:: depends really..not all that much
    Do any of your friends drive?:: no
    Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
    Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: alot of things, but it was probably together with Roffe..
    What do you think your friends think of you?:: I really don't wanna know..

    LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP

    Have you ever been in love?:: yes
    If you have, with who?:: fuck off
    Are you single?:: yeah
    Are you in a relationship?:: Duh..
    If so, for how long?:: -
    Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: nope
    What is your idea of the best date?:: rockstar+chocolate+cigarettes and alcohol.
    What was your first kiss like?:: it was pretty good
    How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 13..i think..or atleast that's the first real kiss
    Do you think love is a load of shit?:: indeed I do
    Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: oh bite me
    If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::Yeah
    Have you ever been dumped?:: Yep
    Have you ever dumped someone?:: oh yeah
    Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: no comment

    WORD ASSOCIATION

    Slippers:: bunny
    Hat:: old woman
    Hard:: fuck
    Free:: bird
    Space:: star
    Taste:: candy
    Good charlotte:: pretty hot
    Red:: blood
    Deep:: wound
    Heart:: black
    Cheese:: good
    Rain:: great
    Work:: for losers
    Pedal:: car
    Head:: fuck
    Bed:: fuck
    Fluff:: romantic
    Hardcore:: music
    Knife:: wound
    Jump:: bridge

    I....

    am:: many things
    want:: money,to move and a rockstar
    need:: to move.NOW!
    crave:: music
    love:: some things
    hate:: alot of things
    did::n't do it!
    feel:: nervous
    am annoyed by:: stupidity,ignorance + alot of other things..
    would rather:: fuck manson than sit here
    am tired of:: people
    will always:: adore manson

    SILLY STUFF

    What is your favourite genre of music?:: Goth,punk,metal
    What time is it now?:: 5.10 p.m
    What day is it?:: Saturday..i think..
    Whens the last time you called someone?:: looong time ago
    How much money do you have right now?:: not sure..not enough..
    Are you hungry?:: nope
    Whatcha doin?:: this shit + listening to music
    Do you like parades?:: no they suck ass
    Do you like the moon?:: yeah
    What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: start reading 'the long,hard road out of hell' again.
    Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: yeah..sure..whatever
    If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: immortality
    Have you ever had a picnic?:: yeah
    Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: a what?
    What about sock em boppers?:: HUH?!
    Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yeah

    DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

    funny?:: not very..
    pretty?:: sometimes I'm the hottest person alive.Depends on what mood I'm in..
    sarcastic?:: Yep
    lazy?:: as fuck
    hyper?:: not right now
    friendly?:: no not very
    evil?:: Sometimes I guess
    smart?:: not very
    strong?:: not at all
    talented?:: no
    dorky?:: I prefer geeky..

    FOR OR AGAINST

    suicide:: for
    love:: against
    drunk drivers:: against
    airplanes:: against
    war:: Against
    canada:: uh..for..?
    united states:: Well I'm against Bush and the fact that USA usually tries to control the rest of the world and so on, but I'm not against the whole damn country.
    rock music:: For
    gay marriage:: For
    school:: against
    parents:: For and against
    cars:: for
    killing:: um..for and against
    britney spears:: Against!
    coffee:: against
    pants:: For

    WOULD YOU EVER

    Sky dive?:: I'd like to but I'm to scared LOL
    Play strip poker?:: yeah
    Run away?:: maybe..
    Curse at a teacher?:: yep
    Not take a shower for a week?:: no
    Ask someone out?:: no
    Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: probably
    Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yeah.ENGLAND BABY!
    Go scuba diving?:: maybe..
    Write a book?:: I'd LOVE to but I suck
    Become a rockstar?:: OH GOD YES!!!!!!
    Have casual sex?:: yeah,why not?

    LAST QUESTIONS

    What shampoo do you use?:: Not sure what I use right now..
    Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: 3 days ago
    What kind of computer do you have?:: some big thing..
    Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: Yep..and bottles..and candy..
    Make out?:: sure
    How many posters do you have in your room?:: Alot
    How many cds do you have?:: again, alot
    What time is it now?:: 5.20 p.m


    can you all tell I'm bored?!

    Current Mood: bored
    Current Music: Therapy? - Going Nowhere
    Thursday, July 1st, 2004
    10:42 pm
    ignore the post before, I'm having my wonderful moodswings again..

    Current Mood: apathetic
    Current Music: manic Street Preachers - you stole the sun from my heart
    10:15 pm
    YOU ALL DON'T KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT ME!

    Current Mood: crushed
    Current Music: Marilyn Manson. All songs I can find.over and over again
    6:26 pm
    I'm back!!!
    Sweden's out, I've got war injuries from my goddamn cousin, Kevin is totally adorable and I've got no money left..
    also, I'll probably dress up as a slut tomorrow for the carneval..
    And before anyone says anything, it was Helena's idea!really!

    Current Music: Bauhaus - Spirit
    Thursday, June 24th, 2004
    10:01 am
    I'm going to Malmö in 5 hours now..see you all in..8 or 9 days or something like that..
    Hey I know what song I want on my funeral! 'Highway To Hell' LOL
    Anyways, love you all.Take Care and I'll see you all next week.
    buh bye.
    //Z.
    xoxoxo

    Current Mood: calm
    Current Music: Mortiis - Put a hex on me
    Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004
    10:25 pm
    "Gays are not a threat to the sanctity of marriage; Britney Spears is."
    Whoopi Goldberg's pretty cool lol

    Current Mood: amused
    Current Music: Robert Miles - One and One
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