Now she's back in the atmosphere...

Fri, 15 Oct 2004 13:05:06 GMT

I know it's a couple of days to late, but whatever, it's so fuckin' horrible I just had to post it.

THE ULTIMATE SILENCE
October 12, 1998

Listen to the mustn'ts, child.
Listen to the don'ts.
Listen to the shouldn'ts,
The impossibles, the won'ts.
Listen to the never haves,
Then listen close to me ...
Anything can happen, child.
Anything can be.

~ Shel Silverstein

Six years ago today, Matthew Shepard was murdered for being homosexual.

What will you do to end the silence?

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Tue, 28 Sep 2004 15:31:21 GMT

which Harry Potter character will be your rival? by Cheermione
Name
house
your rival is	Cho Chang

Quiz created with MemeGen!

Hell yeah!!^_^

also, I'm gonna see Slipknot!!!I RULE!!!!!^____^

Sat, 31 Jul 2004 02:23:08 GMT

I AM NOW MAKING MY JOURNAL TO FRIENDS ONLY.
Comment to be added to my friends list...^_^.
//Z.

Fri, 30 Jul 2004 19:37:00 GMT

Category IX - The
Outsider

Sorry, but people will usually try to avoid you,
and it's definitely not just your cologne...

What Type of Social Entity are You?
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yeah, that was unexpected..not...

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 20:44:21 GMT

Look at my new pretty icon!!

Mon, 26 Jul 2004 09:44:01 GMT

Stealing from Katy http://www.livejournal.com/users/elethoniel/ who stole it from someone else LOL

*The \\\\*
Last Cigarette:	about 1 hour ago
Last Alcoholic Drink:	8 days ago I think
Last Car Ride:	2 days ago
Last Kiss:	9 days ago..or 8..whatever
Last Good Cry:	Can't remember.long time ago.
Last Library Book:	Artemis Fowl 3
Last book bought:	have no idea...might have been the fifth harry potter book in swedish
Last Book Read:	"..And I don't want to live this life"
Last Movie Seen in Theatres:	Harry Potter!
Last Movie Rented:	I haven't rented a movie in such a long time..might have been "Finding Nemo"
Last Cuss Word Uttered:	English: Fuck Swedish: kuk
Last Beverage Drank:	Water
Last Food Consumed:	baguettes, yesterday
Last Crush:	Dunno...no seriously I don't know
Last Phone Call:	to dad this morning
Last TV Show Watched:	"VH1 rocks"
Last Time Showered:	40 minutes ago
Last Shoes Worn:	black converse
Last CD Played:	Serious Ska
Last Item Bought:	A package of cigarettes
Last Download:	Manson - Golden Years
Last Annoyance:	my stomach keeps hurting..
Last Disappointment:	he didn't send me an SMS..
Last Soda Drank:	Cola
Last Thing Written:	Cola LOL
Last Key Used:	my house key probably
Last Words Spoken:	well the last thing I said was when I screamed "take your hatred out on me" when I listened to "Tourniquet" by manson..does that count?lol
Last Sleep:	this morning..
Last Ice Cream Eaten:	raspberry/vanilla
Last Chair Sat In:	the one I'm sitting in(on?) right now.
Last Webpage Visited:	Helgon.net
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Age: 15.
Gender: Female.
Gay/Straight/Bi: I dunno..straight until proven otherwise lol
Hair: Short dark brown + half long red.I'm going for synthdreads soon.woho!
Eyes: blue
Drink? yep
Smoke? yep, but I'm gonna quit.
Drugs? No
Vegetarian/Vegan/Meat-eater: Demi Vegetarian.I don't eat meat or bird but I do eat fish
Stolen anything? eyeliners,lipstick,candy and so on.
Make up: eyeliner
Piercings/tattoos: just in my ears, and I never wear earrings.want my eyebrow,nose and lip though..
Boyfriend/Girlfriend: "Use me like I was a whore, relationships are such a bore.Delete the ones that you've fucked."
Crush: Nope
Music: I'm having a manson period again.WOHO!
Colours: Black,dark red,white and pink.
Sport? 100 metre slacking!
School: I DON'T WANNA START A NEW SCHOOL!!!
Reading/Writing? reading "..And I don't want to live this life" again right now.i love it. Writing?nah, maybe later.
Animals: yeeeeah!my ickle kittie!!Aw I adore her!
Sex? Sure, why not.
Language: Swedish and english.
Open-minded? I hope I am..
Secrets: I've got some
Alone or surrounded by people? depends on what mood I'm in..
Physical appearance: Pale,pretty and pissed off ^_~
Religious? Nope
Food: God, yes please I'm so damn hungry!haven't eaten in 15 hours soon
Self-destruction? what?no comments.
Love: sucks ass.i don't do love.

Sun, 25 Jul 2004 10:57:44 GMT

Mum asked me if I had lost weight today, she said I looked thinner..^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^_^

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 22:58:15 GMT

just ignore the last post.

"Also, I think knives are a good idea. Big, fuck-off shiny ones. Ones that look like they could skin a crocodile. Knives are good, because they don’t make any noise, and the less noise they make, the more likely we are to use them. Shit ’em right up. Makes it look like we’re serious. Guns for show, knives for a pro."

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 22:28:41 GMT

God why can't someone just kill me. I can't cope with this.
not me, not my moodswings. I can't live here. I need to move.
London, castle, vampires I don't care just get me out of here.
I keep snapping at my mom and I don't want to. I'm sorry.
I hate this, I hate me, I hate this i hate this i hate this.
And no one cares that I'm back or that I had a great time.

And no, this post is not made to get any fuckin' sympathy.
I gotta sleep, this doesn't make sense..

Tue, 20 Jul 2004 21:52:52 GMT

And then you see it.White shores. And beyond, the far green country, under a swift sunrise.

You know what I want my paradise to look like?
I want it to be huge and I'll live in a really big castle made of stone.
It'll have a million rooms with velvet curtains and big,wooden beds
with bedposts.
And I..I dunno...where the FUCK is Kevin when you need him?!

Sun, 18 Jul 2004 16:52:11 GMT

I'm home again.
Arvika was so SO SO much fun and I can't wait to see the pics I've taken!
The best consert was deffinatley Kraftwerk, they're so cool!
And Cradle of Filth were great to. Dani was so damn hot it wasn't even funny!
Though I didn't watch them for 1 hour 'cause..I was busy with..other things...
which was making out with Anders. really cute guy..he started talking to me and Helena when we were waiting for Cradle..he had a girlfriend though..baaaad guy he is lol
Ah well that's not really my problem is it?What she doesn't know doesn't hurt her.
Thing is she came to Arvika yesterday..no fun, I only met him once all day and I just waved at him and said goodbye this morning.Ah well who gives a flying fuck anyway?
I went to Skinny Puppy with him to but they sucked so we went back to the camping again.And Helena was pretty drunk + she had a cold so I spent the night in Anders tent instead...^_^
The bad thing was that I was drunk to so I forgot his name in the morning.
I'm such a slut LOL and to make me even more slutty, the day I got there I made out with some other guy.but that does not count because it was like one kiss.ha.

to tired to write more here.I want a sticker to log on.I'm bored.
And before you say anything Kim, I know , bad Zarah LOL

Wed, 14 Jul 2004 09:08:15 GMT

Ok guys, I'm leaving now..
I'll be back on Sunday ^_^
Also, here's all the bands I'm gonna see(no I'm not gonna see all of them..but some..)
http://www.arvikafestivalen.se/tiki-galaxen_bands.php
I CAN'T WAIT!!!!
They have a techno tent..YAY...someone needs to hit me with something soon lol
I'll miss you all!!
//Z.
xoxoxo

Mon, 12 Jul 2004 11:08:56 GMT

Someone please shoot me, or lock me in a room or something because I'm going insane here.
I really REALLY feel like going to a rave.ME! on a fuckin' RAVE!
The really sad part is that I'm sitting herel istening to all these stupid Techno/Trance songs which I find to be Really good!

K I L L M E N O W!!!

http://www.gothornot.com/?voteforme=Cherrygash

Sorry, but it was such a stupid site so I just had to register.LOL
Right now I'm 37% goth or something LOL

Fri, 09 Jul 2004 14:27:33 GMT

No one at FF wants to do Manson LJ icons or FF avies for me! I think I might eat someone alive soon.
Also, I'm bored.boredboredbored.
Me, nancy and helena were gonna get drunk today but helena changed her mind, and to be honest I don't mind 'cause I can't afford it right now.
I need my money at Arvika next week..

Today's courtney love's 39th birthday!^_^.

Sat, 03 Jul 2004 15:17:37 GMT

ABOUT YOU

Your full name:: Zarah Christina Karlsson
Age:: 15(16 in October)
Height:: 5'7
Natural hair colour:: Brown
Eye colour:: blue
Number of siblings:: 0
Glasses/contacts?:: glasses, but I want black contacts(yeah I'm a manson wannabe, so sue me!)
Piercings:: not yet
Tattoos:: same as above
Braces?:: No

FAVOURITE

Colour:: Black,white,red,pink
Band:: Manson,Jack Off Jill,Moonspell,Murderdolls + about 100 more..
Song:: Right now it's 'Burn' by Manson
Stuffed animal:: Shay!My ickle white bunny!
Video game:: Super mario Kart! On super nintendo!lol
TV show:: South park,family guy,simpson,powerpuff girls
Movie:: LOTR,HP,Girl Interrupted,Natural Born Killers,Alice In wonderland
Book:: HP,Lotr,Artemis Fowl,Alice In Wonderland,The long hard road out of hell,..And I don't want to live this life,skuggorna i spegeln,the hitchhikers guide to the galaxy
Food:: Dunno..
Game on a cell phone:: casino wheels
CD cover:: marilyn manson - last tour on earth
Flower:: rose
Scent:: Strawberry
Animal:: Cat,dragon,unicorn
Comic book:: Nemi,garfield
Cereal:: none really..
Website:: magic stick
Cartoon:: south park,family guy,simpsons,powerpuff girls

DO YOU

Play an instrument?:: No, not yet
Watch TV more than 60 hours a week?:: No
Like to sing?:: Yeah, but I suck
Have a job?:: No
Have a cell phone?:: yeah
Like to play sports?:: as if
Have a boyfriend/girlfriend?:: no
Have a crush on someone?:: no
Live somewhere NOT in the united states?:: yes
Have more than 5 TVs in your house?:: no
Have any special talents/skills?:: lol no
Excercise daily?:: seriously, NO!
Like school?:: No

CAN YOU

Sing the alphabet backwards?:: LMAO haven't tried but probably not
Stand on your tip toes without wearing shoes?:: a while..
Speak any other languages?:: yeah
Go a day without food?:: Yeah
Stay up for more than 24 hours?:: yep
Read music, not just tabs?:: what?
Roll your tongue?:: lol yeah
Eat a whole pizza?:: Sometimes..

HAVE YOU EVER

Snuck out of the house?:: Nope, that's impossible in this stupid house..
Cried to get out of trouble?:: ofcourse!lol
Gotten lost in your city?:: yeah, but I was drunk so it doesn't count..+ I was only lost for 1 minute then I remembered how to get away from there.
Seen a shooting star?:: Yep, it's pretty
Been to any other countries besides the united states?:: yeah..
Had a serious surgery?:: No
Stolen something important to someone else?:: no
Solved a rubiks cube?:: No..I've lost mine!
Gone out in public in your pajamas?:: Noo not really
Cried over a girl?:: No
Cried over a boy?:: yes
Kissed a random stranger?:: Yeah..
Hugged a random stranger?:: yeah
Been in a fist fight?:: nope
Been arrested?:: nah not really.
Done drugs?:: not really
Had alcohol?:: Yep
Laughed and had milk come out of your nose?:: Ew no!
Pushed all the buttons on an elevator?:: Maybe..
Gone to school only to find you had the day off because of a holiday/etc?:: no
Swore at your parents?:: How about 100 times every day?
Been to warped tour?:: Noo..?
Kicked a guy where it hurts?:: lol oh yeah
Been in love?:: think so
Been close to love?:: yeah
Been to a casino?:: no
Ran over an animal and killed it?:: nope..
Broken a bone?:: no
Gotten stitches?:: no
Had a waterballoon fight in winter?:: lol no
Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour?:: no
Made homemade muffins?:: yeah!I rule!
Bitten someone?:: yeah
Been to disneyland/disneyworld?:: Noooo!!!~_~
More than 5 times?:: no
Been to niagra falls?:: no
Burped in someones face?:: no
Gotten the chicken pox?:: yep

WHENS THE LAST TIME YOU

Brushed your teeth:: yesterday
Saw a movie in theaters:: 10th of June
Read a book:: couple of days ago..
Had a snow day:: 4 months perhaps..
Had a party:: I don't have parties..I only destroy others lol
Had a slumber party:: long time ago
Made fun of someone:: yesterday
Tripped in front of someone:: yesterday
Went to the grocery store:: yesterday
Got sick:: a while ago..
Cursed:: 3 minutes ago..?

PICK ONE

Fruit/vegetables:: fruit
Black/white:: black
Lights on/lights off:: depends on what you're gonna do
TV/movie:: TV
Car/truck:: car
Body spray/lotion:: spray
Cash/check:: cash
Pillows/blankets:: pillows
Headache/stomach ache:: headache
Paint/charcoal:: paint
Chinese food/mexican food:: chinese
Summer/winter:: summer
Snow/rain:: rain
Fog/misty:: fog
Rock/rap:: rock
Meat/vegetarian:: vegetarian
Boy/girl:: again, depends on what you're gonna do
Chocolate/vanilla:: vanilla
Sprinkles/icing:: sprinkles
Cake/pie:: cake!
French toast/french fries:: french fries
Strawberries/blueberries:: stawberries
Ocean/swimming pool:: ocean
Hugs/kisses:: hugs
Cookies/muffins:: cookies
p33n/bewbz:: the huh what now?
Wallet/pocket:: wallet
Window/door:: window
Emo/goth:: goth
Pink/purple:: pink
Cat/dog:: cat
Long sleeve/short sleeve:: both
Pants/shorts:: pants
Winter break/spring break:: spring
Spring/autumn:: spring
Clouds/clear sky:: clouds
Moon/mars:: both

FRIENDSHIP

How many friends do you have?:: a few
What are their names?:: oh shut up
Do you have a best friend?:: no
Have you ever liked one of your friends?:: yeah
Do you have more guy friends or more girl friends?:: girl friends
Have you ever gone to an amusement park with a friend?:: yeah
Whats an inside joke between you and a friend?:: we've got alot of them lol
Have you ever gotten in a big arguement with a friend?:: yeah
Whats the nicest thing youve ever done for a friend?:: dunno really..
Whats the nicest thing a friend has ever done for you?:: have no idea
Do you miss any of your old friends?:: nah not really
What friend have you known the longest?:: Simon
Do you regret anything youve done to a friend?:: yeah.
If so, what is it?:: fuck off
How often do you spend time with your friends?:: depends really..not all that much
Do any of your friends drive?:: no
Has a friend of yours ever died?:: no
Whats the dumbest thing youve done with a friend?:: alot of things, but it was probably together with Roffe..
What do you think your friends think of you?:: I really don't wanna know..

LOVE AND ALL THAT CRAP

Have you ever been in love?:: yes
If you have, with who?:: fuck off
Are you single?:: yeah
Are you in a relationship?:: Duh..
If so, for how long?:: -
Do you believe there is someone for everyone?:: nope
What is your idea of the best date?:: rockstar+chocolate+cigarettes and alcohol.
What was your first kiss like?:: it was pretty good
How old were you when you got your first kiss?:: 13..i think..or atleast that's the first real kiss
Do you think love is a load of shit?:: indeed I do
Whats the best experiance youve ever had with the opposite sex?:: oh bite me
If you are single, have you had any boyfriends/girlfriends before?::Yeah
Have you ever been dumped?:: Yep
Have you ever dumped someone?:: oh yeah
Whats the most sexual thing youve done with the opposite sex?:: no comment

WORD ASSOCIATION

Slippers:: bunny
Hat:: old woman
Hard:: fuck
Free:: bird
Space:: star
Taste:: candy
Good charlotte:: pretty hot
Red:: blood
Deep:: wound
Heart:: black
Cheese:: good
Rain:: great
Work:: for losers
Pedal:: car
Head:: fuck
Bed:: fuck
Fluff:: romantic
Hardcore:: music
Knife:: wound
Jump:: bridge

I....

am:: many things
want:: money,to move and a rockstar
need:: to move.NOW!
crave:: music
love:: some things
hate:: alot of things
did::n't do it!
feel:: nervous
am annoyed by:: stupidity,ignorance + alot of other things..
would rather:: fuck manson than sit here
am tired of:: people
will always:: adore manson

SILLY STUFF

What is your favourite genre of music?:: Goth,punk,metal
What time is it now?:: 5.10 p.m
What day is it?:: Saturday..i think..
Whens the last time you called someone?:: looong time ago
How much money do you have right now?:: not sure..not enough..
Are you hungry?:: nope
Whatcha doin?:: this shit + listening to music
Do you like parades?:: no they suck ass
Do you like the moon?:: yeah
What are you going to do when youre done with this?:: start reading 'the long,hard road out of hell' again.
Isnt cup a funny word when you repeat it over and over?:: yeah..sure..whatever
If you could have any magical power what would it be?:: immortality
Have you ever had a picnic?:: yeah
Did you ever have one of those skip-its when you were young?:: a what?
What about sock em boppers?:: HUH?!
Are you wearing any socks right now?:: yeah

DO YOU THINK YOU ARE

funny?:: not very..
pretty?:: sometimes I'm the hottest person alive.Depends on what mood I'm in..
sarcastic?:: Yep
lazy?:: as fuck
hyper?:: not right now
friendly?:: no not very
evil?:: Sometimes I guess
smart?:: not very
strong?:: not at all
talented?:: no
dorky?:: I prefer geeky..

FOR OR AGAINST

suicide:: for
love:: against
drunk drivers:: against
airplanes:: against
war:: Against
canada:: uh..for..?
united states:: Well I'm against Bush and the fact that USA usually tries to control the rest of the world and so on, but I'm not against the whole damn country.
rock music:: For
gay marriage:: For
school:: against
parents:: For and against
cars:: for
killing:: um..for and against
britney spears:: Against!
coffee:: against
pants:: For

WOULD YOU EVER

Sky dive?:: I'd like to but I'm to scared LOL
Play strip poker?:: yeah
Run away?:: maybe..
Curse at a teacher?:: yep
Not take a shower for a week?:: no
Ask someone out?:: no
Lie to someone to make them think better of you?:: probably
Visit a foreign country for more than a month?:: yeah.ENGLAND BABY!
Go scuba diving?:: maybe..
Write a book?:: I'd LOVE to but I suck
Become a rockstar?:: OH GOD YES!!!!!!
Have casual sex?:: yeah,why not?

LAST QUESTIONS

What shampoo do you use?:: Not sure what I use right now..
Whens the last time you did something sexual with the opposite sex?:: 3 days ago
What kind of computer do you have?:: some big thing..
Do you like to throw popcorn at people in the movies?:: Yep..and bottles..and candy..
Make out?:: sure
How many posters do you have in your room?:: Alot
How many cds do you have?:: again, alot
What time is it now?:: 5.20 p.m

can you all tell I'm bored?!

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 20:43:36 GMT

ignore the post before, I'm having my wonderful moodswings again..

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 20:16:33 GMT

YOU ALL DON'T KNOW A FUCKING THING ABOUT ME!

Thu, 01 Jul 2004 16:50:36 GMT

I'm back!!!
Sweden's out, I've got war injuries from my goddamn cousin, Kevin is totally adorable and I've got no money left..
also, I'll probably dress up as a slut tomorrow for the carneval..
And before anyone says anything, it was Helena's idea!really!

Thu, 24 Jun 2004 08:03:12 GMT

I'm going to Malmö in 5 hours now..see you all in..8 or 9 days or something like that..
Hey I know what song I want on my funeral! 'Highway To Hell' LOL
Anyways, love you all.Take Care and I'll see you all next week.
buh bye.
//Z.
xoxoxo

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 20:27:31 GMT

"Gays are not a threat to the sanctity of marriage; Britney Spears is."
Whoopi Goldberg's pretty cool lol

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 15:36:52 GMT

well now the damn thing works...there was no fuel left! My dad is oh so smart..
When i was allmostly done they both got back from the store so I stopped and talked to them and realised I had a blister or bladder or whatever it's called on my thumb which hurt like hell!and my head hurts! No money can be worth this!
Today has totally sucked..I've gotten a headache and 2 hand injuries!
I am not happy

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 14:14:38 GMT

I had a plan..mum got home and I was gonna whine Whine WHINE like a bitch and then I'd feel better...it failed.
Mum listened for a while then she said "well that's to bad", got up and started whistling 'Macarena'.goddamnit what is wrong with this day?!

Wed, 23 Jun 2004 11:51:42 GMT

Well i was supposed to cut the grass today..that went brilliant..NOT!
Stupid thing that won't work.And i hurt myself to!On that stupid..thing that won't work...lawn mover?!(or what the hell it's called) So I have a really bad pain in my finger now!
I am ANGRY!GAH

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 23:44:10 GMT

SWEDEN'S IN THE QUARTERFINAL!!!!!!
Italy'll still believe we and Denmark cheated so we would both go to the quarterfinal, but really if you saw the game, you'd know they did NOT cheat!
It was so close that Sweden would lose, but they played 2 - 2, thank god!

Tue, 22 Jun 2004 18:47:42 GMT

Sweden vs. Denmark!!AAAAH!